IVF#1 - Here we come!

Well........................We are going for it this cycle!!!! My fears aren't going to change by waiting a month. I need to get a grip on these nerves, I'm sick to my stomach and can't think straight. It took me 5 hrs to make that phone call to the clinic to to tell them I'm ready. I can't believe I'm starting bcp tomorrow. I never thought I would be taking the pill to get pregnant! But hey, maybe that will work for me because sex sure didn't.